Last night, walking back from the party, I ran into a random girl. We talked about a party, and the girl asked if showing her tits was a requirement.
My normal response is "TITS YES FUCK TITS YES TITS". However, I was kinda forced to go more conservative, put my penis at bay, and soothe the girl's more extreme suggestions.
Soon, she was asking me for my number. Though she was standing with a guy, she conspiratorially whispered into my ear, "This guy isn't my boyfriend or anything".
It was a girl I could have taken home that night. Unfortunately, I had just promised my friends a ride, and they were waiting behind me, impatiently. Importantly, this was a couple that I have wanted to impress for some time. I like the way they are, and I think I would meet a girl for the long term through this couple.
So I couldn't take the drunk hot asian girl before me home. She showed me pictures of her in a bikini, to try to impress me I think, and I realized on some level she wouldn't remember me tomorrow, she would never call me, the only way to sleep with her was right now, right here. But I couldn't.
And sometimes I regret having friends. But I hope I've made the right investment.
